Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Kicked, Bound, Gagged, Blindfolded. Cowering At Gunpoint.


The subject line of this entry is the undramatic way I would choose to describe my hopes of following through with my study abroad plans after today’s meeting with the financial aid office. The U of MN aggressively promotes study abroad. I’ve heard it from professors, from various readings, it’s advertised all over campus. I had read that they will offer to increase financial aid for special circumstances, and study abroad was one such special circumstance explicitly named where I read this. Well, I dunno if I misunderstood or what, but I’m eligible for almost zero extra financial aid. I might’ve been eligible for more if I were a dependent student. Translation: the U would be happy to loan money to my parents to help them pay for it if I weren’t an independent person, if I were a 20-year-old on Mom and Dad’s dime.

So I feel a little stupid and embarrassed at this point. It’s nothing I’m not used to, though. My life is choc full of dramatic travel plans on which I fail to follow through. Not the worst thing, though, I just dream big, but when it comes time to pay up, I go with the more realistic options. 3 weeks in Europe? Mmmm… how about a 10-day road-trip through Canada one summer, and 5 days in Miami a year later, and Twins’ season tickets every season instead. Not entirely something to be disappointed by. 

And since I am in dreaming mode, I should say: I still have every intention of going to Istanbul. It just probably won’t be for Spring Semester 2012, and it may not be for any semester. It may be on a private trip in January 2012, between semesters at the U of M. Or perhaps at some other time, but, damnit, I really wanna go. And I have the money to do it right now.

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